so basically ive been doing some deep thinkin as usual..
i'm quite sick and tired of this bullshit.. dont know how much i can remain composed before im pissed.. is it a way of life or something i wonder?.. honestly im in no position to comment.. but to me how they behave suck.. ok then again i might be wrong..
realised that life is a constant cycle.. dont ya think so?.. but this is one really rapidly changing cycle.. i mean, wtf one moment its good, then wham! the next second it feels a little like shit.. the fluctuations so great its shockin.. and this cycles repetitive.. it usually happens over and over again.. good things that.. sometimes the characters are swapped.. let me correct that.. MOST of the time the characters are swapped.. haha who's the bitch now huh?! its me now actually haha..
so difficult it jus wrecks ya brain.. maybe it isnt intellectual.. maybe its luck.. maybe its about insticts.. i dont know.. actually sometimes i think i do know.. but nobody really knows right? haha.. on the other hand.. there is a tendency of what i would call "the mirage of hell".. people tend to envision the end of the world but it turns out to be mere hallucination.. they end up shooting themselves in the head, when if they'd taken a deep breath and walked away, they might have enjoyed the actual bliss..
pushin the limits is about kiling off a little bit more of the pain each time one does the same thing again.. people do that quite well.. it becomes an art eventually.. an almost pitiful art.. whats bitter is now sweet, whats dark is bright, whats cold is warm.. so if its true, i must say that its quite well done!
damn! anyway i think my ribenas turned bitter! but could i be actually drinking rich wine? haha

------ mad ramblings of an insane fool

i must simply take this opportunity to compliment the artist behind the colourful urban cows spotted all over singapore lately.. simply genius! haha!