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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

-Rudyard Kipling

stone :: 6:53 PM

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Sunday, September 12, 2010

OUTER SPACE

chin nominated me for higher office today, i should be elated right, but why am i still so ambivalent. im not saying that i feel awful, but its just that good things dont make me happy nor do bad things make me sad any more

matthew, matthew.. whats wrong with you..
can you pls stop being so dead
can you pls stop being in your own realm
theres a fine line between strength and being a walking zombie
you have to eliminate the torturing silence

yet all i can think of now is escaping to my tree house
i just wanna go away for awhile
i'm almost there
but when im up there i know i'll peep out to look at the kids in the playground

i really miss those days.

stone :: 10:14 PM

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Thursday, September 09, 2010

WHEN I GROW UP

shi 太: "你有几立birdie?"
me: "没有leh.."
shi 太: "huh? 你没有birdie ar? heehee"
me: (dumbfounded what the fuck)

scolded by lao ah bengs
teased by lao ah lians
i wanna be like you all when i grow up

stone :: 10:10 PM

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