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Friday, March 30, 2007

MAH BITCHIN'

another great day sloshing, i love this game. dont know what i'd ever do without it. dont know and dont care to think.

odd week of sorts this week.
met this bugger in school earlier in the week who spoke so loudly lar, he was like shouting for his stupid bowl of noodles. i know i speak loudly sometimes too but not as loud as this dude. it doesnt help that he was sinewy too. bloody-steroid-eating-weight-pumping-cannot-control-my-spastic-voice-muscles-noodle-headed-facker. okok a little bit of personal attack here. but there i was standing behind him thinking to myself, " if only i could shuff this chopsticks down ya throat". violent tendencies but yeah ya caught me on a bad day la.

realised too that my baloon thingy, that the neighbours put up in the lift for birthday babies of the month, has the least signatures. so sad right. one joker even wrote, "who? glossy?", NO NOT GLOSSY! who the hell is glossy anw?!

i really am super irritated with my hair now. i think it looks like pubic hair, well it feels like pubic hair. okay no dick head jokes now okay, i'm pretty sensitive about this. thats the problem with wavy hair la, once its grown for a month, it pretty much becomes like, well you know what. so much so that when i watched borat online this week, when he said " kazakstan number one exporter for woman pubis" i thought of my hair. time for a haircut la i guess. on a separate note, sacha baron cohen is a genius.

plus i say, people do seem to forget your talents rather promptly dont they? irking. im quite alright with it, i'd rather they forget actually. but just irking.

stone :: 12:47 AM

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

OCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDOCDICANNOTSTOPOCD



this is H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S
be warned, not suitable for the squemish

only caught a coupla clips sent to me la
eh torrent!!
after my papers tho

here's the trailer:





watched this documentary about kids with ocd on tv. really intriguing some of them, but also quite poorthing la. some of them are geniuses. there's this boy who couldnt stop putting things away, feeling that everythings obstructing his view, so much so that the rooms empty by the time he sits down to do his stuff.

speaking of geniuses, see if ya can solve this mmprrhhuahhahaah....




Questions:
1. which is the biggest cross?
2. which is the roundest rooster egg?
3. the wind is blowing east, which direction is the man's hair blowing?
4. if the house is painted all green on the outside, what colour is the second storey toilet painted?
(answers found in comments)

only 30 days to my first paper
niah.. i wanna kill somebody alr

anybody bottom curious?

stone :: 1:28 AM

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

AGE OF DECADANCE

over the weekend i made a shocking discovery..


now im totally sure prison breaks a rip off

its a classic example of a promising series gone wrong. if theres gonna be a third installment, i'll kill burrows and scofield myself.

how unfortunate.

when i felt worthless
you made me feel good
thank you
i'll never forget that

stone :: 10:12 PM

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

i'm so bored
sigh

was nose deep in work only jus two weeks back, along with mugging for four midterms. now that i've sorta caught up with my assignments, which i was really hoping to do, i should be feeling accomplished. but i feel so empty, dunno why, nothing to look forward to liddat. not trying to boast or anything, in fact nothing to boast about cos i understand nuts about what im doing. mann.. i need work to fulfil and satisfy me? okay i officially have no life.

work work work..
work so hard for what? not too sure also.
trying desperately to keep my scholarship?
hmm.. not really.. doesnt mean that much to me
to pull up my cap?
hmm.. not really.. for what? what diff does it make?
matter of principles?
errm... okay...
matt you are getting disillusioned, cannot!

i just wanna go running,
run and run and run and run and run and run non stop until i collapse and die.
haha havent ran for so long alr,
it jus might happen that i collapse and die.
i feel like bashing somebody up also,
anybody will do,
like tackle the fella and keep ramming my shoulder into his ribs.
angst sia.. angst..
or maybe i should go cycling deep in the night like i used to,
maybe i should do just that. dunno maybe.

ya know what i wish i could do?
i wish i could be a busker.
then i can roam about the streets all day entertaining ppl everywhere.
too bad i got no special skills to speak of,
unless they wanna see a person stone for the longest time,
like those silver painted guys along orc
eh i can do that pretty well leh, i swear.
but then again thats not very fun.
i also dunno what i want la.

must be the fucking nip tuck ost i ripped off from my home comp la. i keep looping it while doing work, make me all trancey and high, like i maciam smoke weed liddat dammit. No more! No more i say!

sigh
God please fill the void
otherwise the void will jus implode in me like a vaccuum!
i buay tahan alr

Even if the silence walks with me
No one really hears it

stone :: 1:17 AM

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

hey!

nothing.

stone :: 11:32 PM

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

YOU KNOW IT'S TIME TO CHANGE YOUR PHONE WHEN..


oh baby you're so cold
you make me lose control

stone :: 12:04 PM

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

if i had a penny for every time someone asked me this question, i could possibly quit school and buy myself an island to be king of alr.

was asked a few weeks back and just the day before, someone else asked me again,
" so whats the difference between catholics and christians huh? catholics are not christians right?"

sighh.........

thats as insulting as saying that im not my mother's son man
eh i ask you, "ya brother and you dont share the same mother right?"
how does that feel?

please do take some time to read on,

okay, basically there are three major religions rooting from the belief in the same God. Judaism, Islam and Christianity. the fundamental difference of Christianity is the belief in Christ as the way to salvation.
within Christianity there are three major Christian communions in order of size, the roman catholic church, the united protestant church and the orthodox christians.

historically,
after the death of Christ, Christians, as all believers of Christ were generally known, were cruelly persecuted. in the fourth century, Christianity was eventually legalized by constantine, and further made as the official religion of the roman empire, thus the name roman catholic (meaning universal) church. the roman church with its influence soon grew in size. at the same time there were other Christian churches all throughout eastern europe, not under roman influence, set up by the other apostles besides peter, who of course set up the church of rome, thus making him the first pope.

around the 11th century, the eastern european churches, known collectively as the orthodox church divided from the roman catholics in the great schism due to administrative and doctrinal issues, of which the leadership of the pope was questioned. understandably la.. why would eastern european churches not under roman rule wanna listen to a roman pope? some eastern churches have since reunited with the Catholic Church.

in the 16th century, due to the bureaucracy of the papacy, the roman catholic church was extremely corrupted, accepting money and favours for indulgences, which are sorta like wild cards to claim forgiveness. then came about martin luther (not the same martin luther as the civil rights one la, that one is martin luther king). martin luther began a movement called the protestant reformation, thus the name protestants, originally to change the church, not to break away from it. unfortunately due to political influences in europe, (remember that the churches in europe those days were strong political instituitions too, given divine authority to crown kings), things got out of hand and thus leading to a holy war. protestant leaders then began setting up churches of their own in protestant dominated principalities.

today there are several major protestant denominations, including lutherans by martin luther, presbyterians by john knox in scotland, methodists by john wesley in america and baptists by roger williams in america, among many others.
one interesting protestant denomination set up were the anglicans. catholics will tell ya that it came about cos the king of england wanted to divorce his wife for another woman who could bear him a son but the pope wouldnt let him, well which in a way isnt entirely untrue. he replaced papal supremacy, making the king of england the head of the anglican church. in actual fact, anglicans practise similar liturgy as catholics.

doctrine wise,
there are of course differences between catholics and protestants. all those bullshit about catholics worhiping mary is laughable, we don't. the misunderstanding probably came about from the act of saying the rosary, which is considered an indulgence.
okay, here it gets a little sticky. the concept of indulgence is the primary cause of conflict between catholics and protestants, all other differences either root from this or in my opinion are trivial. ya always hear how protestants abhor how catholics believe they can earn their way into heaven? well it isnt entirely untrue that catholics believe that. in a sense, catholics believe that they can do certain things to make up for what they have done wrong, gaining forgiveness from the church ergo God himself. protestants vehemently disagree with this and believe forgiveness can only be attained by the acceptance of Christ. indulgences include acts such as crossing themselves, saying the rosary, confession of sins to a priest, abstaining from meat on fridays and fasting as well as the concept of purgatory etc. in the novel davinci code, that was exactly what silas was doing when he flogged himself and wore that spike thingy. that was why he kept muttering "forgive me, i am sinful."

i think only 2 out of 10 catholics knew about this, which brings me back to my point exactly. sorry for going one big round but im sure all this was informative. okay basically what im saying is that does all this shit matter? really, does it? i know choosing a religion is not like choosing a soccer team to support. but at the end of the day ya must ask yourself, do i worship God because i wanna practise the religion or because i love God and i believe in Him? there is a very big difference mind you. for me, i say the rosary not because i believe in indulgences, i dont, even as a catholic i don't. i practise all that i do because i wanna give thanks to Him, not because i wanna earn His goodwill, i dont have to, He gives it freely. so disagree with me if ya want to, but i believe each individual defines his own beliefs, be it catholic or protestant. it doesnt matter which denomination you are from or what ya practise, so long as you have accepted Him and are true to Him. if flogging yourself for the Lord is your way of worship, flog all ya want i say!

for what its worth, hope this helps the the ignorant, misinformed or adamant
i sacrificed a good hour writing this post
maybe next time ppl will think twice when they say catholics will go to hell
fuck you all understand!

if ya couldnt get enough of reading long theological crap, here's more:
on the reformation
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reformation#Roots_and_precursors:_14th_century_and_15th_century
on indulgences
http://www.vatican.va/holy_father/john_paul_ii/audiences/1999/documents/hf_jp-ii_aud_29091999_en.html
on differences between protestant and catholic doctrines
http://www.lepg.org/religion.htm

stone :: 10:21 PM

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